回味

1个电话号码，1个名字，记载在纸上。。。
但你人看不到她。。。和她不熟，但想她。。。
反复想打给她。。。可是怕接的是她男友。。。
当天把那张纸给丢了，今天我检了回来。。。
希望。。。
她换了电话号码。。。好让我，
不要在自作多情。。。

多情反被无情恼。- 李甘林

fall in feel

when i turn on it, it make me feel it again, turn off my feeling stop right there.
love song, wat a sick pathetic tool, y it appear in tis world? shall be the world with mean heart?
ppl go feeling tat animal dun hav, LOVE?
wat shall i say? every1 hav a shape of heart, me being reject on tis particular rule...
me always the 1 who find the different, but i guess i cant, coz im juz normal,
every friend of mine say tat me always thinking underhand, juz like a different direction of the 1 way road.
but i like to hear the real story tat ppl always spoke up with me, im a good listener, sometime...
the jealous always on my side, y i dun hav ur's problem...
i wish to be there, i wish to be with her, but who? it hav been much more year i gone though...
but my search empty, empty with single bed which will break it two ppl sleep with it...
i cant do anything with tis empty heart... is a reason to be a lazy
when i read the lyrics without music it juz non sense and bullshit, tat wont repeal word with few row of paper no story line.
but with the up and down tune, it different, even the rock singer something make it soft,
sometime i still dun understand, y i must follow everybody do, the feeling the act,
but me still locking inside my room for searching with my best friend google y i need to act like them?
it giv me the answer...
juz go out activity to find a gf and dun complain everything when u get sick messy around for a lame feeling, u neurophysiology idiot plus eternity 宅男...

never end

i been missing long time ago, today juz come b from taman negara, fun?
i can say so so, by the time when i in forest, it remind me alot of my life time, start from child
tree by tree, dream by dream, i drink the river water, my friend say its dirty, but got fish in the river.
when i drank it, and look at the sky, my life time is totally 180 degree from here...
it change my mind, it change my plan, it change my set,
it given me the answer why people cant plan right...
now on i juz let it go, juz face the problem when its come,
by the missing day i was thinking and thinking, juz 1 trip it save me the energy of word, coz i need to focus and save energy inside the danger area (for town guy like me).
1 remind me about the gal again, i being lose the plan A, B or C, but wherever i go, i cant stop dream of her...
y... she didnt put she n and her bf picture inside the info web? mayb it can blok my sign of juz looking at her... or the first eyes...
now on... i juz let the time pass, and wish my friend and "she" a happy new year 2010